eep!

I sware I don't do it on purpose, I do mean to keep this blog up to date, but it's hard to write about stuff when nothing is really going on in your life.

I've been looking for a new job for a few months now and I'm finally getting some responses. All in all though it puts a rather bland face on my blog. How much could you write about getting up, searching the job websites, applying for a few jobs and then spending the rest of the day doing nothing much at all.

I'll admit that sitting around at home and doing nothing drives me crazy, but after a while it's hard to see what you can do about it. I know many people would just say "You've got tons of free time on your hands. You could be doing lots of things". This is true, but some some weird paradox I only seem to get things done when I have other things to do. For example I've been meaning to get back into drawing, during the time I was working I produced quite a few pieces I was happy with. Now that I'm not working I haven't picked up a pencil in what feels like an age. The same is true about other projects I try to do. If I'm working I'm somehow able to fit them in my schedule, but if I'm not the projects don't even get looked out - messed up huh?

This is not to say that I spend the whole day doing nothing at all though. My computer's files have never been so organised and my bedroom has never been so uncluttered before. I just wish I could tap into the creative energies I feel when I'm working when I'm not working - I'd be able to get so much more done.

That's all I can really think about for this update. I have to do better then this...